hang in there's not here FOREVER

by Brynn Juniper

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this release is for the trans artists BEFORE me who made it so that i could have this opportunity to survive to create and CURRENTLY who inspire me daily to thrive and create and AFTER so that they might live lives truly more easily make beautiful art more freely

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released February 18, 2017

Aeja Monet - Art
Rose Xiu Yi Kow - Strings
Martin Movagh - Horns
Brynn Juniper - Vox/Production

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Track Name: Gift Easy Things
you’re waking up early
and im making my afternoon coffee
listening to these gift easy things you’re saying to me
and seeing things helping
helping me see with the help of your emotional clarity
i’d say i’ll make some more coffee
just a little more
so i can hear your voice just a little bit longer
so i can feel like things are a little better
a little bit better
just a little bit better
a little better than what they were
Track Name: Sit Quietly (feat Martin Movagh)
sit quietly
the sight of ur one leg over the other
out from under the light green glow
look out the window
and sit quietly
and wait presciently
for tonight to end
and leave quietly in the morning
like its nothing you’ve done before again
sit quietly
reach over me to flick your ash
in the dark is just a flash
as the sweetest silence fades
into the impulse to ask
if it will hurt to remember this
but i forgot what i said
cuz i was pretending when i said it
and sat quietly instead
close your eyes, rest your head
like its nothing you’ve done before again
Track Name: Keep Lying
so now i guess im so far in
can’t make it through without keep lying
but know myself well enough without
blessing myself with the benefit of the doubt
every morning big surprise
barely survive every night
so wrong to think
im not worth this life
but i can’t believe anything i tell myself
so if its lies to keep me alive
keep lying
incoherent me tell me there, there
pass the time never someplace where
something that makes sense feels right today
here’s not one
another, there’s not here forever
Track Name: The Thought That Maybe
i can almost see the way
you’re looking at me
the thought that maybe
there’s something you see
that you’d like to keep seeing
but now i can see from the way you looked at me
the thing you saw in me
really didn’t have anything at all to do with me
Track Name: Hang In There
lifting lush lines from the air
they tread lightly but still there you can see
somewhere they remember
what they’ve been through to get there
left out of sight and lied to
at the mercy of however they decide to
spend their precious time
cry sigh and fall asleep
run out of steam
please just hang in there my dear
don’t listen to the slurs they slap you with
limiting your inherent grace and majesty
their lazy words cut you deep i know, my dear
please just hang in there oh my dear
Track Name: Change My Name (feat Rose Xiu Yi Kow)
change my name
say it the way that you like to
mine is your name to use
call me whatever you want to
bc you know better than i do
walk away
how am i hindering your ability to talk to me
how am i inspiring your ability to pat me down before the plane
tell me again
how my everyday is just a trend
and that im so lucky to have a friend
that keeps on forgetting my one real name
and says its much harder now this way
and how they have a better one they’ve found
well i’ve got some news for you
i picked it out not you
i picked it out not you